♥ Saturday, December 26, 2009
Hey all!
This blog is totally abandoned by me alr. and I only come in to rant about all the emoness.
First, I suddenly feel that I am friend-less. How I wish that I have a bff to turn to in case of anything. A friend whom I can totally click and count on, etc. I am such a lousy person, gotta depend on friends. Hello!!! It is time to be independent! Esp in uni.
Second, although I am friend-less, I do have my cousins. My bestest friends/family/siblings/everything! During this period of time, I really feel that family and relatives are totally the only people you can count on. My cousins are the bestest friends I could ever have. Love you guys so much!
Thrid, I am pissed that I cannot sleep at night. Every single experiences in life contribute to who I am today. It takes me hours to fall asleep although I am dead tired. Ever since I left for cruise, I cried to sleep every night. I guess it is the best way to fall asleep. haha.
Fourth, after hanging out with kids for days. My conclusion is that kids are scary.
Alrights, bye guys.
shut up!12:29 AM
♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009
tmr is my last paper, chem, and its the subject i never understood during this sem. even until this time of the day, i don't understand half of the whole syllbus. not only this, i am gg to fail every single subject. i am not being negative, but really, going into the exam hall with understanding less than half of the syllbus is not a good thing. i know i don't suit engineering. i never even wanted it. i never wanted engineering. i hate what i am studying. every single part of it. and it is not even easy. not even a bit. no one understands me right now. seriously no one. i am so fucking pissed at everything. i just hate school.
shut up!8:00 PM
♥ Friday, November 6, 2009
I HAVE PASSED MY DRIVING!!! (:
shut up!12:43 PM
♥ Saturday, September 26, 2009
HI ALL!
I was soo happy yesterday. hahaa.
1) last day of school!!
2) LIHUI gave each of us a handmade card wishing us all the best for test. SO SWEEET. LOVE YOU DEAR!!
3) Jacky smsed saying he's in ntu, and I seriously thought there is such thing as army lecture. -.- and then, it was actually a group of 26C ppl waiting for me!! awwww. its good to see familiar faces! although i only got to know them nearing to the end of jc2, but they're really fun ppl. (:
4) we had a surprise birthday cele for FengLing! although it was short but it was really fun. I seriously miss these girls. friends for so many years! Janetta's the longest friend I have, at least 10 years. hahaa. May Gee and Feng Ling, 7 years. hehe.
Now, I am even happier that I am actually studying! But my only result is chem tutorial ONE. -.- It is not even going to come out cos its too basic. LOL. but HEY first step!!
and now, I am slacking by blogging. -.-
alrights, going to read lecture notes! BYES! LOVESSS! (:
shut up!3:23 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 1, 2009
URGH. Uni life SUCKS. Totally. I am soooo stressed up now. Just had a wisdom tooth operation and another extraction. Cannot take solid food and all the med just made my feel weak, tired, and energyless. Everytime in school, I just wanna go home. I didn't do anything during the last weekend cos my gum was bleeding, the whole mouth was like horrible. Now I am waiting for this weekend to catch up on my studies, and there are so many events which I cannot say no. I am so bloody stressed up and I seriously have NO idea what's gg on in school. I just wanna try and study and no go out already. But everyone's like, you go i'll go stuff. urgh. its not that I don't wanna go out and have fun. just that, urgh. seriously no one can understand. no one.
shut up!9:46 PM